The battle, isn't over yet 2022

July 24, 2022

I am still in the battle, its just demons now.

The ones inside, I have been getting delivered regularly. Its not over  until I am restored. I an in my way.

I am going back to school, its great, I have been working hard fir this sense I had to leave school in 2018.

The demons try to stop me every day, but it has kess effect on me. I still have ti battle through, but this summer I am getting an A !

July 24, 2019

 This was a delusion, the enemy set me up.

he's the accuser of the brothern. I thought it for 2 1/2 years praying for people that I thought were hurting me spiritually. But it was a delusion. It was the enemy it was hurting, through witchcraft, I offered to give a woman a ride home from church she said she needed one. When we got to her place, she said oh by the way I'm a witch, that house over there I live at is a witches coven. I was naïve. I said to her you come to church to get to know Jesus do you want to except him as your Lord and Savior she said yeah, so we said the prsyer. 

I had forgotten three years before that God gave me a warning dream, that  I was going to be attacked by witchcraft. so that woman spoke truth and God showed me it wasn't just one woman it was a coven, which means several people. so I was under a delusion. The enemy try to make me believe the two good people at church were the ones trying to hurt me. But in reality it was this woman and her coven. The enemy  uses confusion, because our weapons of warfare are not carnal but mighty through God to pulling down of strongholds. If I knew what was really happening it would've been a problem to dismantle it. It was well played out, I'm a season warrior. I was supposed to leave, because I was getting sicker and sicker, and I really did not know how to battle. So it was wisdom that I left. It helped me a lot to get rest and to heal. 

so this testimony that I am sharing, I would like to say it is never a brother and sister in Christ causes that causes us distress, for the Bible says we wrestle not against flesh and blood but against principalities and such.

My okd post shows how I was fooled. I had no one here to help me. I used to have my son, who is in Maui. But the enemy came againsed that relationship in 2009. It left me Vulnerable. Because my son is a spiritual warrior warrior too. We both are. He no longer had my back. I was alone to battle alone. so I entered in God's rest. And I didn't war and I get the battle. I asked God to do the warfare for me., it's July 2021 And the battles almost finished. we have to realize the battke is not finished until we have the victory, so see it through to the end don't give up with a partial victory.

This was my post in 2019, I was still under a delusion, it was a stage play, in which the enemy so cleverly devised. Accuser of the brother and witchcraft.

2019

"Respect is a two way street. When this is violated, you have a head on collision and someone gets hurt. (this someone was me) in 2018.

Now add to this no boundaries, there are some Christians who have this formula at play out in their lives.......

Which in turn,  left me a bleeding victim. from the heart...........I need to stop the hemorrhaging..........when a person violates me, and I still choose  to respect them, in this place, (not of my own making, by the way), I am expressing who I am.

Than this is ; my character that is on trial, not theirs..

the same is true for trust.....I learned I can’t trust this type of person.

Being a Christian doesn't mean you have to let someone hit you with a stupid stick......think about it , if it hurts say ouch’s!   That hurts.....Stop,  that is painful and now these are my boundaries ,

 we don’t have a relationship anymore you have violated me in the most hurtful way you could have. 

I need to stand up to the pitbulls and say no!  This was a woman at church....,who is so proud to say, she won’t take no for an answer.

My question is how do you get away from a pit-bull, I quilt going to church, last December 2018...... my mistake....,I need church, one pit-bull doesn’t make everyone the bad guy at church.......it’s just the pit-bull...... stay in church...... I’m going back......"

You can't see the end of a matter until you're finished going through.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight. Amen